Her Remains.
My mouth feels violated every time we kiss
For it can taste the reminisce of the woman you still miss
And when you hold me in your arms
Her ghost lingers in your charms
And when you lick me soft beneath my ear
Her name echoes an alarm
And even though she’s nowhere near
I can feel her presence here between us.
I see her reflection when you look into my eyes
And feel her scent when you reach between my thighs
Your heart still wants what your mind denies
And as we’re getting undressed
And your hand is pressed
Passionately against my breasts
I’m overcome with unrest at the thought of her
Ever so present is your past
And my feelings are overcast
With disappointment
For wanting you
For wanting something i cannot have
Yet I accept the broken half you offer me
Because I’m stubborn
And my heart (like yours), wants what my mind denies
And this ghost from your past I have come to despise
If it’s already dead why does it feel so alive
And I realize
That the only way for ghosts to die
Is for them to be forgotten
And only you can close that door
It is your love for yourself that can win that war
So until then
I must conform to being your friend
And nothing more.